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juushika ([personal profile] juushika) wrote2025-12-19 04:34 pm

Book Review: Audition by Ryu Murakami

Title: Audition
Author: Ryu Murakami
Translator: Ralph McCarthy
Published: W.W. Norton & Company, 2010 (1997)
Rating: 2.5 of 5
Page Count: 210
Total Page Count: 553,110
Text Number: 2073
Read Because: long story ); ebook borrowed from Multnomah County Library
Review: A middle-aged Japanese man stages a search for a breakthrough actress as a pretense for interviewing prospective brides, and gets more than he bargained for. The thing about asking the question, does this mildly icky person deserve this oversized punishment, is that means inhabiting mildly icky in depth to first justify and then dismiss the inclination towards punishment. That makes for a lot of milquetoast Japanese misogyny and slow foreshadowing, capped by high-stakes and surreal revenge porn from the victim's PoV. Murakami is better when he's weirder, and when anxieties about Japanese society are framework rather than the central subject. But the constrained length, antagonist characterization, and the delightful dark humor of the revenge (which makes for pretty funny foreshadowing) has a salvaging effect, pulling this tauter and rendering it more readable.
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juushika ([personal profile] juushika) wrote2025-12-19 04:04 pm

Book Review: All the Way to the River by Elizabeth Gilbert

Title: All the Way to the River
Author: Elizabeth Gilbert
Published: Riverhead Books, 2025
Rating: 1 of 5
Page Count: 400
Total Page Count: 552,900
Text Number: 2072
Read Because: Tumblr made me do it, ebook borrowed from Multnomah County Library
Review: A memoir from the Eat, Pray, Love lady, detailing her romantic relationship with Rayya Elias during the course of Elias's terminal illness, and a subsequent recovery from love and sex addiction. I came in search of a hot mess; this sure is a hot mess, but not of the unputdownable variety. Gilbert is insufferable, a kind of relaxed and talky that reads as glib and unedited rather than confessional, interspersed with the most clumsy, naïve poetry I've ever pushed through.

So, she's annoying. But is she bad? Is this an authentic memoir? Does it have value? I'm not particularly interested in the simplifying effect of culpability, and hinging condemnation on the homicidal ideation is ridiculous. But this is a memoir that centers another person, and Gilbert is willing to overshare when it concerns Elias, but obtrusively circumspect when it comes to equally salient figures/events. Elias has living relatives, and so the claim towards respecting the privacy of third parties doesn't hold water; rather, the selective telling feels incomplete and dishonest. And I'll admit a personal aversion to AA/twelve-step program frameworks, but this selective transparency combined with the surrender of the self to a higher power and the offensively clumsy justifications of suffering ("What if everything (and everyone) that we label as 'difficult' or 'an obstacle' or even 'dysfunctional' is in fact a deliberately designed construct meant to awaken us to our true natures[...]?") cumulatively feels shallow and self-serving. Gilbert's self-criticisms fail to negate this fundamental flaw. No, this isn't a memoir of value, even if the value is hate-reading.
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sanguinity ([personal profile] sanguinity) wrote2025-12-17 09:08 am
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Recent Reading: Illustrated Books

Frederik Sonck (illus. Jenny Lucander, trans. B.J. Woodstein), Freya and the Snake (2023 / 2025)

Finnish children's book about the snake that lives in the rockpile, a father's earnest but unsuccessful attempt to avert a fatal conflict between the snake and his children, and his children turning on him after he finally resorts to killing the snake.

"Snake murderer," they say. They will not eat ice cream with a snake murderer. Also, murderers do not get to attend the funeral.

I loved this book. I loved how judgemental the kids are, how exasperated and slitherer-outer the mother is, and how harried the father is. I of course would have preferred textual confirmation that the snake was venomous, but it's reasonably clear there was no great solution here -- just as it's clear that level of nuance is not gonna fly with these kids.


Dee Snyder (illus. Margaret McCartney), We're Not Gonna Take It (1984 / 2020)

Illustrated version of the famous Twisted Sister song, in which the rebellious anti-authoritarian teenagers of the music video have grown up to become authoritarian parents of toddlers -- toddlers who do not consent to such brutalities as baths and bedtimes.

I'm not quite sure how I feel about this one. I associate the original version with freedom of gender expression and rebellion against abusive parents, and there's still a thing going on here about the tyranny of parents, but now that's a joke. The parents know what's best and eventually the babies go to sleep and dream happily, and... hrm. The whole thing is very defanged and cute and I'm not sure I'm quite on board for it.


Octavia E. Butler (illus. Manzel Bowman), A Few Rules for Predicting the Future (2000 / 2024)

Illustrated edition of Butler's 2000 Essence essay on the art of science fiction predicting the future, originally written in the context of the then-recently published Parable of the Talents, the sequel to Parable of the Sower, both of which forecast a United States that never addressed the developing problems of fascism and climate change. This volume was published in 2024, the once-future year that Sower is set. While Butler's vision for 2024 doesn't match what I see out my window, we are very much reaping the harvest of our runaway fascism problem. (If you can use "reaping the harvest" for an ongoing and advancing situation.)

Which is to say. This essay has aged very well. I'm pleased to have the opportunity to give it another think, and in fact I have re-read it twice since checking out this volume. I like her stress on there being no silver bullet but a multiplicity of checkerboarded solutions -- one for each of us who chooses to apply ourselves to it! -- and likewise her observations on the generational effect of what looks reasonable and preposterous, both looking ahead and in hindsight.

I'm a little mixed-feelings about the volume itself. It's very pretty and the paintings are gorgeous, but there's only four of them, so as a stand-alone edition it feels a bit... thin. Then again, it got me to read her essay again, so in that sense, it's a success.
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sanguinity ([personal profile] sanguinity) wrote2025-12-16 10:36 am
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Recent Reading: Lois McMaster Bujold

There's a bunch of reading I need to write up, but there was a little knot of Bujold books in there, so let's begin with those.

Lois McMaster Bujold, The Curse of Chalion (2001)

The initial offering in Bujold's Five Gods universe, a set of several loosely-related fantasy series. This particular novel has medieval-Spanish inspirations with an original theology; I can't speak to the others.

I went into this 100% unspoiled, and enjoyed that experience very much. Since finishing the book, I've read a number of jacket blurbs and library catalog summaries and... meh. 1) We're AT LEAST two-thirds of the way through the book before ANY of that stuff happens, and 2) none of those blurbs had anything to do with what I enjoyed about the book.

So let me see if I can say some spoiler-free things I loved right from the beginning.

  1. Lupe dy Cazaril, our protagonist, spends the entire book trying to solve the problem directly in front of him. He's got shit resources, shit influence, and shit big-picture perspective -- in fact, it's not until near the end of the book that he figures out what the plot arc even was! -- but by god he'll solve the problem right in front of him or he'll die trying. I love this for him.

  2. A couple of chapters in, when we started to unlock Cazaril's backstory, I incredulously messaged [personal profile] phoenixfalls: "omg. Bujold took Aral Vorkosigan and broke him. Made him realize the tyrrany of meat. Put him through so much trauma that his only remaining ambition is to live."

    And I hold by that characterization of Cazaril: the once noble and principled master strategist, for whom everything, but everything, has gone so wrong that he has surrendered pride and principles and ambition and is grubbing in the mud after dropped coins. He is physically disabled. He has crippling PTSD. He would be content to live life as a kitchen scullion if it meant a guaranteed warm place by the fire to sleep.

    (But first he has to solve the problem in front of him.)


It is also worth mentioning that Bujold's plotting is as masterful as ever, and as usual, there is a fine array of worthy female characters across a wide range of ages.

It is probably also worth talking about the theology of this world? Except 1) I haven't really made up my mind about it, and 2) that discussion is nothing but spoilers all the way down.

I already have its immediate sequel, Paladin of Souls, in my hot little hands, although from the state of my reading list, it might be a bit before I can get there.


Lois McMaster Bujold, Captain Vorpatril's Alliance (2012)
Lois McMaster Bujold, The Flowers of Vashnoi (2018)

Read alouds to [personal profile] grrlpup; re-reads for me and first reads for her.

My reviews from last year, which I still largely stand by.

re Ivan: I still laugh to see Ivan thwarted; I still have fine-but-lukewarm feelings about Ivan and Tej. This time around, I particularly enjoyed how EVERYONE who found out about Ivan's emergency marriage IMMEDIATELY asked the important question: DOES YOUR MOM KNOW YET?? Sadly, the second half of the novel doesn't compel me the way the first half does: the in-law circus just can't live up to all of Ivan's nearest and dearest getting in line to make him squirm.

re Vashnoi: I still think this is a great novella, still appreciate how messy and intractable history is, and still very much appreciate Bujold leaving the ending as an exercise for the reader. Fair warning: this is one of the darker books in the series.
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juushika ([personal profile] juushika) wrote2025-12-11 02:11 pm

Book Review: Hangsman by Shirley Jackson

Title: Hangsaman
Author: Shirley Jackson
Narrator: Julia Whelan
Published: Books on Tape, 2021 (1951)
Rating: 4 of 5
Page Count: 210
Total Page Count: 552,500
Text Number: 2071
Read Because: fan of the author; audiobook borrowed from Multnomah County Library
Review: The indicative slimness of a blurb: a 17-year-old girl in the 1950s leaves the claustrophobic domesticity of her family for her first year at an all-girls' college. But much of the novel happens in the protagonist's involved imagination or in the space between scenes. If this were anyone but Jackson, I wouldn't've had the patience for the excruciating minutiae of the first third; but it is Jackson, so the humiliating social anxieties are as beautifully figured as they are tedious. But the glimpses between, marginal and implied, disjointed and imagined and super gay, overshadow the text as it progresses, culminating in a remarkable final third. This isn't my new favorite Jackson, but that's hardly a fair critique; it really landed for me, and I can imagine a successful reread in a few years.
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juushika ([personal profile] juushika) wrote2025-12-11 01:46 pm

Book Review: We Were Witches by Ariel Gore

Title: We Were Witches
Author: Ariel Gore
Published: Amethyst Editions, 2017; Blackstone Audio, 2018
Rating: 3 of 5
Page Count: 290
Total Page Count: 552,290
Text Number: 2070
Read Because: apparently this has been on my TBR since this 2018 Lesbrary review; audiobook and ebook borrowed from Multnomah County Library
Review: The author's story of her college years as a young single mother. This is fragmented autofiction, cut through with magical realism and retellings; I enjoy the willingness to manipulate the structure to create connections and juxtapositions. But the "just the good bits" approach renders simplified and repetitive the feminist themes, to their detriment; it feels exaggerated for dramatic effect even though it's probably not, and I never quite found my foothold in it.

I started this on audio and finished it on ebook, and recommend the latter over the former; the short sections and atypical formatting come across better in text.
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sanguinity ([personal profile] sanguinity) wrote2025-12-09 11:40 am

Two Fandom Things

Because I missed* most of the fall and year-end gift exchanges, I signed up for [community profile] fandomtrees for the first time ever. For those who are interested, my tree is here.

(*I was in Japan, thus missing both fall deadlines and nominations-and-signups for year-end exchanges. I keep meaning to post about Japan, but my first attempt got eaten, and I haven't had the wherewithal to make a second attempt yet.)

~

However! Much to my pleasure, I was able to pick up some pinch-hits for [community profile] ficinabox when I got back! I've got multiple things in that collection, if anyone wants to root around and have a look for them.
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sanguinity ([personal profile] sanguinity) wrote2025-12-08 01:14 pm
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It's all Idiosyncracy, All the Way Down

An anon on tumblr asked me about my writing habits, and since half of my writing community is over here, I thought I'd cross-post the question and answer, in case it's interesting to anyone else.

would you be willing to elaborate on your writing routine? you seem like a very consistent writer, and as someone who's not, i'm always curious how people approach their writing. do you set aside a particular amount of time/word goal/just go with the flow? do you have a single piece that you'll work on or does it jump around? do you have a way to push through writer's block or do you take a break? feel free to say as much or as little as you want ofc, but i've just been curious after seeing the few things you've said on here about it, and i'm trying to get better about my own writing routine 😅


General process )

Specific questions )


(Side note: does anyone know if DW has markdown code for adding a cut? Copying from tumblr to DW would have been a lot easier with it...)